Notice that even in meditation we seek for an intense experience.
How can there be intensity when meditation is reuniting with our subtle nature? Do you see this confusion?
We confuse the depth of our being with the intensity of the experience–a sensation of feeling or vision.
Be highly aware of the nature of the Mind and its modulations. It is yogamaya. How do you know? Who is the one experiencing these sensations and visions? Notice there is still identity and separation in these experiences. It is still the Mind in its subtlest expressive form. Be patient. Whether there is experience or no experience it is all you.
Meditation is not really an experience but just the state and nature of your very being. It is only the Mind that turns it into an experience.